The past six days have been rough. There's no scooting around it, they've been absolutely horrible. I cry over the smallest things, become more stressed as my to-do list keeps growing but never seems to get shorter and really just want to curl up into a ball and do nothing. I'm absolutely miserable.
I can't ever have just a solid good day. Something always goes wrong or seems impossible. I'm not used to being so down and out all the time, it's frustrating. It's even worse after hanging up the phone, that's when the tears flow the most. I cry myself to sleep every night. It's so hard hearing your voice but not seeing your face, and I think that's what gets me the most.
But there's only eleven more days of this, ten more nights of being alone and then things will return to a 'normal' state. Until then it's just trying to get through, and I know I will, it just seems impossible right now.
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